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“ A loving heart can handle the world.” Khalil Gibran The end of Pisces season had me treading water in all of my past regrets. Every hedonistic tendency wanted to be expressed and every rumination had me frozen with shame and sorrow. My life has been so blessed and I have also insisted on stumbling through it my own way, shunning ALL advice from my elders and peers. I am a 3/5 profile in Human Design and this means I am destined to run off the cliff to see what it feels like and learn through direct experience. Today that feels brutal. I am masterfully adept at manipulation and control. It is staggering really what I am capable of and to unravel those tendencies into a softer, more raw version of myself feels so terrifying that I don't quite know where to begin. There is a very quiet voice who whispers that I don't have to do it alone. That healing is not done in a vacuum and that I get to ask for help. That's something I am not practiced in, and my ego tells that side of...